wee bean
this is what has been happening in my life. i dunno if you can see the baby there clearly. but i am due on the first of feb. this happens to be my 12th week. i was just going through a depressing phase where i was happy but due to previous history of miscarriages, i wasn't sure whether to be happy and then the whole thing back fires. the wee one gave us a fright a couple of days back when something went wrong and it was like reliving the nightmare of previous years, but your prayers, good wishes and luck didn't go waste. everything is hunky dory now. riz and i are very pleased.
whilst we were trying to see if everytihng was okay with the baby, as if it knew it was being watched, it decided to wriggle and stretch its tiny arms and legs to give us that little bit of reassurance that everything was fine and we can relax.
thank you all for all your prayers.
posted by the fourth dimension @ 22:12
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10 Comments:
Lulu,
I am so happy for you that I could cry!
I have had 3 miscarriages, so I know what you are going through. When I was pregnant with Julia, I was actually mad, mad at the world, mad at God, mad at Randy(for getting me pregnant) because I thought, like you, that I would lose another one. I wasn't ready to go through that again. Then, again like you, I saw her heart beating, and legs and arms moving around, and I knew then that everything was going to be fine. With my miscarriages, there was a little bean that didn't have a heartbeat, or arms and legs. The doctor told me I would probably miscarry. I didn't want to hear that. I didn't want to believe it. But, days, or weeks later, the pain and the bleeding would come. I hurt mentally, emotionally, and physically. I would cry and cry and cry in my bed.
I have had 3 miscarriages, but 3 babies too. It made me appreciate the children I do have. I wish you all the best with your pregnancy and beyond, and all the babies you want in the future!
Congratulations!
Hugs,
Heather
Dear lulu the best wishes from me and my Gfriend
Congrats Honey! I'm glad for ya! :) More prayers and good vibes to come! :)))
I had no idea, lulu. I knew something was going on but i didn't want to poke around too much and ask. Happy news, and i hope all goes well.
Ooh, Lulu and Riz are havin a pixie!
Congrats!!!
Little cutie, posin' already!
We're going to be uncles and aunts!
Best wishes!!
How crazy. I just thought of something. It was July when I was told by the doctor that Julia would be fine, and Feb. when she was born.
I feel connected!
Dear Lulu! This is a good news! I wich you all the best with your pregnancy! Will continue to pray for you all and send the good vibes! Ohhhh, another pixiebaby... :O)
heatherpink: i'm glad you understand. i always find it difficult to tell people how i feel, for fear of ending upo feeling silly. but like you said, you go through a bad experience, but it enriches you in that you learn to cherish and appreciate what you have more.
thanks for everything.
henri: you didn't have to say that, i took the liberty of taking your best wishes for granted ;)
merlin: we are indeed very glad too. it feels funny though, like maybe we might still not have grown up ourselves, so now it'll be three kids my parents will have to take care of, riz, me, and the lil one!
csb: you wouldn't have been poking around...i would have happily taken you for a stalker! ;)
it was just that much as I was happy, both of us were so scared. then when things started going wrong last week, it was like re-living the nightmare. so so so scary. but things seem to have been fine, and the scan has given us the assurance that things will be better. so i thought this is the best time to show how happy we are.
jo: as a pixie-auntie, you need to think of names!
ashish: well, finally, you'll have company! someone your own mental age! heh.
steve: cheers, pal. much appreciated. i am sure we'll get to know each other more now.
clo: thanks much much clo, prayers are welcome all the time. it is so exciting. my mum being mum wanted to know the gender of the baby so that she could start preparing! and my dad being dad, was happy it was after the christmas sale, so that i can get baby clothes cheap! heh.
love you all. thanks.
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